I have been extremely stressed lately, particularly at work. My irritability level has been higher than normal. I can’t help it. It’s mostly work stuff, but all the crap that goes on at work just makes me extra irritable when it comes to things outside of work… but, for the most part, it’s work.
The kids are a lot worse this year, and actually the teachers are too. They are driving me crazy. Nobody can remember their freaking passwords so they’re continually coming to me for that… even the computers are a lot worse. They’re becoming a daily problem. Every day there are at least a handful of computers in my lab that have some kind of problem that takes the student away from doing their work.
Despite my efforts to communicate my discontent with the way the Boys and Girls club kids/staff treats my lab, not much is different. This morning I showed up to work to find a mess. I thought about just saying “screw it” and ignoring the issue but it’s thrown in my face so much it can’t be ignored.
I used to really love working with kids, and sometimes, I really do. However, lately things have been different. I don’t know how to explain it. My brain is on the fritz…