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Return to Madness

It’s just after midnight, and I have some time to sleep before I get back to work after a week off.  Not excited one bit.  My job isn’t horrible, but it’s psychologically frustrating and I am hating the public school district/system more and more.

I’m also hating how CoD was poop today.  In other words, I played like crap… and not just any crap… really bad crap.  In my last game I think I had about 6 or 8 deaths before I managed to get a kill.  It was Hardcore Team Deathmatch.  It sucked.  I’m much better at FFA.

Lisa and I drove out to the desert to pick up a rock, but not just any rock… a very specific, supposedly heart-shaped rock that Lisa spotted there on the day I proposed to her almost 10 months ago.  Wow, has it really been that long?  I guess that’s not that long.

The meds I’m on don’t seem to be solving much.  They make me feel better in the moment, meaning that I’m not so down-in-the-dumps on a normal day-to-day basis.  However, it seems to be more of a cover-up than a long-term solution.  Yay for hyphenated phrases.

I’ve reinstalled Windows XP.  After some extensive use of Windows 7 I have decided that Microsoft doesn’t like me.  They’ve removed some key features that I previously found quite useful.  There were also some other minor changes that just made my computing experience unpleasant.   Additionally, some of my most important software did not have Windows 7 compatible versions.  Now that I’ve got Windows XP back, I feel a bit more… free, I guess one might say.

I’m going to go to bed now.


Sunday Morning

Today is day 12 on Paxil.  Lisa says she’s noticing a difference, outwardly.  She says that I still get irritated but I get over it much more quickly, and she also seems to think it has improved my overall sociability.  It’s hard for me to tell from inside.

My stomach hurts this morning.  I don’t know if it’s something I ate or if it’s the medicine, or just something else completely.  I had a bowl of frosted shredded wheat cereal and some orange juice.  That’s not bad at all.

My restroom experiences have been more frequent since I started taking the Paxil.  Additionally, my poop has been more broken up and not very solid.  Too much info?  You’ll live.

I did something completely unprecedented a few days ago.  I am normally extremely picky about who I have as friends on facebook.  I only had a small handful of them.  However, I decided to go out on a limb and just add a ton of people from my “suggestions” page.  These are not exactly random people.  I may not know them, but apparently they are friends OF friends and facebook suggests that I add them, so I obliged this time around.  My number of facebook friends doubled within 24 hours.  Haha…

I’m missing church right now because I’m not feeling well…  I don’t like missing church.  I will be reading James chapter 2 today since I am staying home.