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Posts tagged “tired

About today

Technically my waking day began at midnight, because I didn’t go to bed until after 4:30am.

Let’s seeeeeeee… I don’t even remember when I woke up!  I was really tired, though.  I remember waking up and making a visit to the bathroom… and then… I don’t remember.

Well darn.  It’s hard to talk about my day when I don’t remember most of it.  I also just woke up from a nap.

Oh, James called me today.  Says there’s a guy lookin’ to have a Flash-based website project done and it seems he’d be willing to pay quite well for it.  I don’t know exactly how much, but the last guy that did a similar project for him got $15,000.  Yeah.  That’s 5 digits.  Well, 7 if you count the comma and dollar sign… but I’m not counting those.   Supposedly  I have about a week to figure out what the project is gonna take and if I’m willing to do it.  I need to process it for a while.

I’d like to change the “theme” of this blog.  More specifically, the banner.  I mean, the banner is okay, but it doesn’t match the background well.  I suppose I could change the background to match the banner, or change both, but I’m not sure what I want yet.  Got a good eye for design?  Suggest something to me.

Well, I’m gonna go clip my nails.  They seem to have doubled in length since yesterday.  It’s almost mutant.  It’s also making it hard to type.

I guess I wasn’t actually able to say too much about today.  Oh well.  I’m not changing the title.

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Bored

I wonder how many blog posts across the world are titled “bored”.

Yesterday we had some car troubles… had to get another new battery… this time for Lisa’s car.

Man I’m so bored today.

I uploaded a silly little video to my YouTube yesterday and then the first comment was someone telling me it was the most pointless thing they’ve ever seen.  Needless to say I was offended and just deleted the video.

I’m feeling a bit extra melancholy today.  Today is my appointment with the doctor… supposed to go talk to him about depression and such… to see if I can get some medicine.  Over the past week, though, I’ve felt much better… but.. whatever.

I’m tired today.  Not so much sleepy-tired, but just… well, I don’t want to be at work.  I don’t think it would be so bad if I was actually DOING some kind of work.  There’s nothing engaging for me to do.  I just sit here at my computer.

Hey if you haven’t seen our new The Fish Reel channel on YouTube, you should check it out.  Only one video now but we’ll begin to produce some interesting material.  http://www.youtube.com/user/TheFishReel

I’m a little disappointed that YouTube has no support contact.  The only ‘support’ is the user forum, and that has been little help because it relies heavily on other users answering the questions.  I’ve already asked the same question twice with no response.  I want to contact a YouTube staff member.

No, I’m VERY disappointed.

I’m thinking of doing a “misheard lyrics” video.  Look it up if you don’t know what that is.  I started one a while back but never finished.  It was pretty funny, though.

I want to go home.

Well hey at least I’m not coughing as much today.  A little here and there but not much.

Well now I’m bored with this blog…


Suite

I really have no idea why I titled this blog “suite”.  I just saw the word and used it.

I’ve been home for about an hour and a half and I’ve really not done much.  I’ve given my blog a new header and I’ve commented a few posts on Facebook.  Yay me.

Lisa will be home in about and hour and soon after that we’ll be on our way to go see my cousins.  I’m excited about it but it doesn’t show.  I’m kinda tired.  As I said before, it’s amazing how tired you can get from doing practically nothing all day.  Then again, I do work with a bunch of little kids.  I had an interesting time trying to explain the concept of the mouse/cursor to a kindergartener today.  She didn’t quite get it.

I’ve been thinking about starting a YouTube series.  I’ve got this awesome camera my wife gave me for my birthday and I haven’t really used it for anything worthwhile yet.  I was thinking I could just talk about some things that are on my mind from time to time… sorta like a video log.  Though, it would be mostly me ranting about things I think suck.  I dunno.  I would love to get some ideas from you guys regarding things you’d like me to talk about or address.


Bleed

As some of you may already know, I’ve been suffering from depression for some time now.  Certain days it seems lighter, and other days it seems unbearable.  Lately, especially after becoming ill, I have noticed that it is beginning to affect my performance at work.  With the passing of each day i care less and less about more and more.

I really don’t know how to explain it with any more detail.  The psyche of it all fluctuates throughout the day.   I could explain more specifically how I feel but that may change by the time you read this.

Part of me is tired and scared.  Another part of me just doesn’t care.